Today I found myself LOOKING for the blessings, and coming up empty... perhaps looking in the wrong place, or more likely I was looking in the wrong direction.
My vision of today was that I was looking under rocks and other obscure places, and God stood in the clearing in front of me, holding out his hands. HE is my blessing, and He is living in my gorgeous (captivating) girls! I feel uplifted, listened to, understood, and most vitally LOVED! I love you girls, and Im with you!
I have a hope that in the times I am going through now, and the times to come, God's plan will come to fruition. He is teaching me NOW for something I have not yet seen, or dreamed of.
As for what I am getting out of my life, I havent had the time, nor the energy to find something grand to remove... but I think for today it will be my attitude towards my circumstances. I WILL NOT look for approval or a pat on the back anymore. I am helping to bless another, not to gain some new standing in the family. The one who did ___ for ___... I am here to help, nothing more nothing less!
You are one of the most admirable women I know - I am so glad you are in my life - not for doing anything except BEING! Love you sis!
ReplyDeleteThanks Deb... my man told me the same thing last night... first time ever!
ReplyDeleteHe loves what Im doing with the house and kids! It really is rewarding, every part! :P